When I started running in 2012, I didn’t know that there are people who out of their passion (and craziness) would run beyond the standard marathon distance 42.195 kilometers on the road, much more so on trails–and that someday, I would no longer be an outsider looking in. Thanks to the trail running community who made me see and experience the possibility that I could also be as crazy as them and do ultramarathons.
In 2019, I started religiously training in Wawa–alone or with new-found friends–doing hill reps in Mt. Parawagan and tackling its vertical kilometer, enduring the heat of the Wawa-Malasya out-and-back, chasing and closing loops that pass through its many sitios, and exploring new routes. (It was there where I met Ann/Aeshyah who has played a big roled in my ultra adventures.) I was building that endurance so one day I could qualify for King of the Mountain (KOTM) races in the Cordilleras–the Pulag 100 and the Hardcore Hundred Miles. To be allowed to join Pulag 100, one needs to finish a 50KM trail race first.

As early as April 2019, I was already searching for a 50KM-race that fit my budget–cheapskate alert! I stand by my self-imposed rule that I would only join 1-2 races every year (and run the Milo full mary every 5 years). So in September 2019, I travelled alone to Cavinti, Laguna for my first trail race–the 50-kilometer South Sierra Ultra presented by Trail Mania where I luckily finished 7th overall. (I saw Emman there– our would-be honorary ultra race director).Three months later, with all the mustered faith, I registered for Pulag 100 which would take place 3 months later.
My teammates from Team Titans Manila were very supportive of this personal project that they signed me up for another ultra-trail marathon–but this time around–in the Cordilleras so I would have a ‘feel’ of one of the segments of the P1 route. In February 2020, I toed the start line of my first ever sky race–Akyathlon 2020’s 49KM race organized by the Philippine Skyrunning Association . It was extra challenging for me–not just because of the elevation of that race (and its undulating terrain), but because I was transitioning from being a lacto-ovo-pescatarian to becoming a vegetarian/plant-based person that time. I almost ran out of fuel towards the tail-end of the race because I did not bring enough trail food. (Tip: You gotta be self-sufficient even if there are aid stations.) Nevertheless, finishing that race in 9 hours and 23 minutes injury-free, was a big morale booster.


Even during Akyathlon 2020, cancellation of other trail events was already looming due to covid-related community lockdowns. In 14-15 March 2020, I had my last ultramarathon trail training in Wawa–a 50KM-loop which started at midnight. In March, KOTM organizers announced the cancellation of its events as expected. The next few months were a hard-fought battle to stay active through indoor running and strengthening exercises.
It was already June when I came back to long distance running when I ran a marathon from Pasig to San Jose del Monte, Bulacan for my father’s 60th birthday. This was followed by a 56-KM long slow distance (LSD) run to Pililla in Rizal in July to further check if I could still do it. These solo LSDs were mental-health saving breathers as I was drowning in graduate school work and work-related stress.
In November, I got an invite from Ann to join her and Emman in their second attempt of the Laguna Loop–a 200+KM trip around the municipalities surrounding Laguna Lake. I said yes to the invite as this rare opportunity was hard to pass up–even though I wasn’t sure if I could finish the loop as I haven’t run a distance beyond 56 kilometers on the road. True enough, I bailed out at KM 170 in Binangonan when I started entertaining the thought of it–when I failed to block the pain on the sole of my feet. This was my first unofficial did not finish (DNF). (Tip: Rest but don’t quit.)
The rumors about the addictive nature of ultramarathon were true as I ran two other ultras with them two weeks after the other. A 113KM Cogeo-Infanta-Mabitac-Tanay (this time with Ces Wael who was very patient with my pace), and a 104KM Luneta-Mabitac-Lumban with Aeshyah where it was raining 90% of the time. Those three runs were unfinished loops that served as my 2020 endurance guidepost. I couldn’t pin down whether it’s the thrill of visiting a new place by foot, the bragging rights of posting a running log in Strava, the pride of outdoing your self-imposed limits, the (dis)comfort of dozing off in waiting sheds, or the sheer joy of having the borrowed strength to run long and far that makes me want to get a second or a third helping of it. Or maybe it’s the rewarding feeling of munching my Tipas hopia while on the road.
With the likelihood that trail routes would still be closed in 2021, I knew that 2021 would be a spillover year of my ultra-road running adventures. I opened my ultra calendar with a 56-KM solo run to Norzagaray’s famous Bitbit Bridge where I witnessed a collision between a motorbike and bicycle as I was catching my breath in one steep uphill portion from the bridge. (Tip: Pay attention to your surroundings all the time.) This was followed on February 12-14 by another group LSD dubbed as Paniki Loop with seasoned trail and road ultrarunners Aeshyah, Emman, and Rhod.

When RD Emman told me the name of the loop, I looked it up on the Internet. What I found were blog/vlog entries of motorcycle riders and cyclists traversing this ‘paniki’/bat-shaped loop; no one has posted about doing it by foot. I already gave my yes before I found out that it’s another 200+KM loop. The excitement of running by the sea–along the coastal roads of Real, Quezon–seeing the Pacific Ocean–was greater than the fear of recording another DNF.


To cut the long run short, I detoured with Aeshyah in Santa Maria, and closed our loop at 182 kilometers in Mabitac, Laguna while Emman and Rhod made it back to Antipolo and logged 222 kilometers to complete the Paniki Loop. It was another DNF for me but there’s still a number of reasons to celebrate as this was my longest ultra distance, and I ran 50-60KMs (conservative estimate) in my huaraches Hugot sandals for the first time (transitioning to minimalist running).

(Ultra)running has greatly impacted my life in more ways than one. It taught me to challenge my limits, to confront the discomfort, to deal with the difficult, to take calculated risks, to prepare for the worst, to discern when to stop, to rest when things get tough, to absorb the beauty of God’s creations, to listen to the stories of the locals, to spot the cleanest public rest rooms, to hydrate and refuel all the time…
….and to tap into the grace of God and believe that He who began a good work in me shall take it into completion–that maybe, just maybe, someday I would close that elusive major loop.

Photo Credits: Emman M.,Rhod A., and Aeshyah T.




































































